180 у. е. до потери пульса

I'm feeling that I miss you more and more
Though you're still here and you are barely mine.
You know I used to feel this way before
But now I'm giving up because I lost my mind.

I'll let you scream on me and laugh right in my face
Cause now there's really nothing left to lose
And then I'll start all over once again
Without you, I don't need to be used.

I still remember February stars,
You were around and I was smoking cigarettes.
I still remember your incredibly big eyes,
They seemed just like the sea that's full of dreams and secrets.

But now these times are buried for the ages,
There's only silence and December snow,
Instead of love there are so many edges,
I think my mind is getting very old.

I'm going to get lost among the oldest streets
While endless autumn rain is falling down,
And you should close your eyes and fall asleep,
Don't think of people's fates of our little town.

Your prettiness can't save you from the pain
And I am not the one who's gonna try.
Be careful, stop walking in the rain,
You better close the windows till it's summertime.

I lost the game that I will never win,
My heart is burnt, it makes me feel so helpless.
As Armstrong sang: "There goes my Drama Queen,
She dangles from her necklace".

Original by Хелли Коптер