My prayer

I hate the way how I behave,
What I say, what I do... How I breath...
Maybe I rave?
It seems that all of my movements, all of my actions are wrong!
I know I'm not like that as I was before...
 
I myself understand that irreversible processes take place inside of me,
Because I love You to death! Don't You see?!
I'm crazy of You, I'm ready to give You everything that I have,
And what I have not!
Just to be a little closer to You...
Please don't put the dot!
 
There is in my fevered brain only one desire, one thought -
It's to be with You!
Of course, in fact I have of them a lot...
But I want at least to touch You...
Know a drop of what You feel...
You are the dream of my life, real...
 
Kiss me goodbye at least, don't be strict,
I need You as the dose of a drug addict!
I'm so painful to look at You when You're so formal with me...
Every Your smile in my direction leads me into ecstasy!
 
Even if You're such a jerk as they say about You,
To me, You are the best, no matter what You do -
For me it is absolutely correct!
I need You, You are perfect!
 
And I don't care that this stupid poem no rhyme,
In fact it is not a poem, it is cry of my soul!
I know that You will not even read this time
And if You will read, you still don't understand the whole...
Or don't want to understand that it is dedicated to You...
Or understand and think that she is a young fool!
And You will laugh Your monitor
Or hate me even more....
 
I don't care...
The biggest tragedy in my life is You, ideal man!
I need at least a drop of Your attention...
Hear me... I pray to God about it.
Amen...