such a kind of a freestyle

I. Got out 'f bed at noon this mornin'
ain't i somewhere today goin'?
ain't smbd lay next to me?
OMG! i'm fucking gloomy!
sun shines brightly through my windows
and i turn on PC "Windows",
post a post in twitty twitter,
Jack D's bottle glitters 'liter,
fuck 'em all! there's precious little!
forty nine "missed calls"
eww...dafug is in the world??
found some cash out in my pocket,
got a bitter cup of coffee,
put sunglasses like a mask
to conceal last night's "cool stuff",
blast the door and left the hall
to hang out with new packed dope


II. I got away from my shit stuff,
Used to be smbd who's old enough
To take in more 'n more snuff.
 
I used to get my life at full blast,
They told me that wouldn't long last
But I don't care, they are my past.

You know,
Nothing is wrong,
Nobody's looking for you,
Nobody expects being strong,
Nobody is needed.
Fucking perfect.
You ain't brilliant.