всё равно

сколько жить нам осталось с тобою
ты не знаешь, не знаю и я
много было, увы, наблюдаю
как стекают в  Лету года
забываем! так омут страданий
не сумеет к себе притянуть
счастья дни я постИгла с тобою
и хотела б постигнуть ещё

* отчего нам в небе светит солнце
для чего дана эта жизнь
чтоб сияли счастьем и любовью
от рожденья до глубин седин

расставались, сходились два вихря
пламя страсти бросало в костёр,
до сих пор простить не сумела
а забыть, увы, не дано.
закрепить счастье мы не сумели
растворились прелести встречи
разбежались и снова с тобой
мы как прежде и врозь, и вместе.

* отчего нам в небе светит солнце
для чего дана эта жизнь
чтоб сияли счастьем и любовью
от рожденья до глубин седин

сколько жить нам осталось с тобою
ты не знаешь, не знаю и я
много было, увы, наблюдаю
как стекают в  Лету года
ты уехал далёко, нежданно
навсегда судьба развела
ну и ладно, скитайся, поганец!
мне уже давно "всё равно".

* отчего нам в небе светит солнце
для чего дана эта жизнь
чтоб сияли счастьем и любовью
от рожденья до глубин седин

перевод под EDM:

It Doesn’t Matter Now

[Intro]
(Soft atmospheric pad, slow kick, evolving texture)
How many days are left for us to share — you don’t know, and neither do I,
So much has passed, and now I watch the years just slip away,
Drifting into Lethe’s stream, where all the pain can finally die,
We’re learning how to let it go, before the darkness pulls us under.

[Verse 1]
We forget — and that deep pool of sorrow can’t pull us back again,
I’ve tasted happiness with you, I’ve felt the warmth inside the rain.
And I would chase that light once more, if time would let me run ahead,
To catch the moments we have lost, to hold them close until they’re dead.

[Pre-Chorus]
(Rising arpeggio, subtle snare roll, velocity increase)
Tell me why the sun still shines above, what purpose life was meant to hold,
Was it to glow with love and joy, from birth until the silvered cold?
From the first sweet breath to the deepest gray of every hair we’ve grown to own,
Was this the dream we were designed to live, or just a story left unknown?

[Chorus]
Why does the sun keep shining in the sky?
What is this life we’re given, tell me why?
So we could shine with happiness and love,
From birth to the depths of silvered years above.
From the very start to the last quiet breath,
That’s all we ever truly asked of death.

[Verse 2]
We parted, then we pulled each other back — two whirlwinds tangled in the wind,
The flame of passion threw us into fire, burning deep within.
I still can’t find the words to say I’m sorry, can’t erase the hurt I made,
But to forget what we became together — that I cannot trade.
We couldn’t lock that happiness away, it slipped through fingers, gone too soon,
The sweetness of our meetings faded out beneath a heavy moon.
We ran apart, then found our way together, just the same as days before,
Forever tangled, side by side, yet somehow standing on the shore.

[Bridge]
(Break: kick drops, ambient textures, vocal reverb, glitch FX)
You left so far, so sudden, like a storm that came without a sign,
Fate pulled the strings and tore us wide, erasing every line we’d drawn.
Fine, go ahead, wander the world, I won’t call you back, I won’t beg,
Because somewhere deep inside my chest, the fire’s turned to ash instead.
It doesn’t matter now, I swear it’s true — I’ve learned to walk alone,
With every step, I’m letting go, I’ve made my peace with being cold.

(Drop: full beat returns, warm supersaw, sidechain pumping, layered percussion)

[Chorus]
Why does the sun keep shining in the sky?
What is this life we’re given, tell me why?
So we could shine with happiness and love,
From birth to the depths of silvered years above.
From the very start to the last quiet breath,
That’s all we ever truly asked of death.

[Verse 3]
How many days are left for us to share — you don’t know, and neither do I,
So much has passed, and now I watch the years just slip away.
Drifting into Lethe’s stream, where memories slowly fade to gray,
And all the wounds we carried once are finally washed away.
You’re far away, and fate has pulled the curtain down for good,
Well, that’s okay, go wander on, I’ve learned the language of the wood.
I don’t need to curse you now, don’t need the anger to survive,
Because inside my heart, the echo has gone quiet, and I’m fine.

[Outro]
It doesn’t matter now — I’ve let it all go by,
The past is just a whisper, fading into the sky.
No more what-ifs, no more blame, no more ties to bind,
Just the quiet truth: I’ve finally left it all behind.

(Fade with repeating vocal chop): “it doesn’t matter… it doesn’t matter…”