Hiding the truth behind the jokes

I met you after years totally loneliness and brokenness
And I am not going to lose it all again
I just can’t afford it
I hope it will never end
Killing smoke in my lungs
I don’t need stupid facts
When I think of you with your dear whore
I want undermine the whole world
Smoke out this hatred under heavenly ceiling
But my tenderness to you makes me screaming
Penetrate into my dreams
And infuse into the bloodstream
Let’s take off our masks
And will see who is fake
And who is frank
These sufferings and blows are only mine
I don’t wanna share it
It would be unfair
To take away from me this again
I was waiting too long for them
Sometimes you acting like a little coward
Hiding the truth behind the jokes
Solve your problems, big boy, solve it
It is only your choice
Confusing.
Great confusion.
Enough to fuck my brain
But what kind of bullshit
You would not have create
I will always wanna to kiss you
It’s freaking me out more than anything
Why am I always missing you?
Let’s slow down for a minute
I’ll not tell anyone that we did it.