Бейя Клара Ветура. Колумбия. Ностальгические желан

`````````````````````````````````Bella Clara Ventura
`````````````````````(del libro “Paz, sicaria de la lagrima”)

````````````````````````````````NOSTALGICOS DESEOS

```````````````````````````Pinto de soledades mi rostro.
``````````````````````````La mirada oscurece sus p;rpados.
`````````````````````````````La boca arruga el rictus
```````````````````````````````de un placer pasado.
```````````````````````````Del sueno descuelgo fantasmas
``````````````````````````````mientras sobre el pecho
```````````````````````````````````un hormigueo
``````````````````````colorea la tristeza de gris melancol;a.
```````````````````````````````Me vislumbro rasgada,
````````````````````````````````````en heridas,
`````````````````````````hermanas de mis nost;lgicos deseos
````````````````````````por un mundo mas acorde a las alturas.
`````````````````````````Representa el llamado del m;s alla
`````````````````````````aturdido por muertes en absurdos.
```````````````````````````````Suma una cantidad que
`````````````````````````````apalea el alma del planeta.
`````````````````````````Al cielo no le cabe un inocente mas.
`````````````````````````````Vemos descargas de nubes.
`````````````````````````````Evidencias del llanto,
```````````````````````````````habitante infinito
```````````````````````donde cuaja el dolor su expresi;n
`````````````````````````````````mas ardiente.
``````````````````````````Se conecta con el infierno
```````````````````````cuando el poder se aduena de egos.
``````````````````````En l;nea esperan turno a la hoguera.
`````````````````````````````Humos se desprenden
``````````````````````````sobre la capa de la vida
``````````````````````````en un turbante de lirios.
``````````````````````````````Marchitan el aire.
```````````````````````````Un temblor de tarantula
```````````````````enfurece las crecientes de los r;os,
`````````````````````````corrientes rojas en picada.
``````````````````````````````Piedras de sangre.
``````````````````````````````Su peso arrastran.
``````````````````````Se estrellan contra una pesadilla.
````````````````````````Despierto en p;rpura los ojos.



``````````````````````````````Клара Бейя Вентура

````````````````````````````НОСТАЛЬГИЧЕСКИЕ ЖЕЛАНИЯ
```````````(Свидетельство о публикации распространяется только на перевод)
````````Вольный литературный перевод  с испанского О. Шаховской (Пономаревой)



````````````````````````Знай, одиночество бесцветит лица
````````````````````````````и от него темнеют веки,
`````````````````````и рту от горечи морщин не скрыться…
```````````````````былые удовольствия, казалось, без конца...
``````````````````````Я отцепляю призраков, виденья сна,
``````````````````````стоит из них недружелюбная стена.
``````````````````````Сейчас в душе хандра, как плесень,
``````````````````````да суета, пуста, на прежнем месте.
`````````````````````````````Неясно вижу я тебя
``````````````````````сестра моя по солнечным желаньям,
````````````````````````кровит стихом душа израненная,
`````````````````````````тоскою вековечною по миру,
```````````````````````где катаклизмов градус вырос.
``````````````````Абсурд давно стал нормой нашей жизни,
```````````````````В ней одиночество растёт и ширится,
````````````````````````критическую обретая массу.
```````````````````Планеты душу искусал поганый аспид,
````````````````````апоплексический удар готовя миру…
`````````````````````````Разряды вижу между туч,
```````````````````````скользящих вереницей длинной.
````````````````````И, словно плачет кто-то безутешный.
```````````````````````Меняется картина за картиной.
`````````````````````Скорблю, печалюсь я о грешниках.
`````````````````На небе не поместится ещё один невинный,
```````````````````Разрядом молнии бедняга сослан в ад,
````````````````````а дьявол, восседая в кресле чинно,
```````````````````отпаривает души: виноват-не виноват,
``````````````````````````дрова огню-зверюге корм,
``````````````````````````во Преисподней стоны, ор.
`````````````````Высокомерие в другой картине отделяется
``````````````````````В шикарном тюрбане из Ирисов,
`````````````````````и воздух моментально разряжается.
`````````````````````Тарантул злобы жаден и задирист.
````````````````````И паводки на реках пенятся сердито,
```````````````````фарватер кАмнями кровавыми забитый,
`````````````````````````````теченье красное –
``````````````````````удар опасной, алчной птицы,
``````````````````````а берега укреплены костями.
``````````````Апатия, беспамятство, взращённые веками…
`````````````````````Кошмар не отпускает, снится.

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