Devil s Kin

I killed my emotion
To regain my devotion

Is my paradise lost?
Is so high is he cost?

Devil’s sin on my soul…
Is it real, or nope?

If I have no sins…
Why I suffer within?
Why I wish to give in?
Why I hear dread dins?

Could it be
That my curse is a bliss?
Could I feel
In my dark soul a peace?

If I started to try
Could it be not in vain?
If I still need to cry
It’s enough for this pain?

…It’s a very mystery of mine
Why are ever useless my trying
Or it’s true that I’ve done Devil’s sin
And, moreover, Devil is my kin?

Written: 05.05.2004
Renewed: 09.10.2012