Infected thoughts

All thorns that in your head
are pushing you down.
There’s no more escape and no crown.
I beg you, don’t be numb;
The silence is killing me.

My mind is a trap,
My angels were disgraced,
There’s just one more step
And I can stop my stress.
The fragments of my pain are scratching all my face.
Well, life is a total mad
And that’s a special case…

Abandoned heaven clouds will cry for my mistakes.
I know who you are, I can’t forget your taste.
I feel like I’m in grave: No tears and no emotions,
Soul’s hiding in the hills.
I’m shadow on your perfect person.
               
The cradle with a child was rocking by a monster,
You killed all butterflies and poisoned all emotions.
Collection was so fine
    but it’s still not completed.
I’m ready for this step, I want to be your prey
I’m innocent enough, so nail me in your cave!
With theatre of death
you’ll make your live performance,
I’m doll in child’s hands and shadow in the monster romance.
You raped my love for aim,
Collection now’s completed
And happy through my pain
I beg you, pull the trigger.