holy day

I’m dead. I’m broken.
This day is so long.
I want to rest
With cigarette
In quiet place
Where none can get.

Tell me, if it all should be this way?
Tell me, when I’ll have a holy day?
Tell me, if this all should be this way?
Remind me, when’s my holy day?

This stupid people,
Crazy creatures
Begin to spin around my head.
I’m going seek- they drive me mad.
It’s like I’m being hypnotized
With things that make me compromise,
Killing myself with calming voice,
Which whispers me : ”you’ll have a choice”…

Tell me, if it all should be this way?
Tell me, when I’ll have a holy day?
Tell me, if this all should be this way?
Remind me, when’s my holy day?

All things as real, as in fog.
I’m laughing out. I’m mixing thoughts.

Tell me, if it all should be this way?
Tell me, when I’ll have a holy day?
Tell me, if this all should be this way?
Remind me, when’s my holy day?

3-09-2007