answear for letter of my dead mom

If life were like a mountain, did you, did you not fall?
I have missed you since I was five.
And I don't recall your eyes but your hands I do recall,
and I know how you smelt when you were alive.

You died - like we're all gonna go someday.
You died. I was five and I wish you'd stayed.

They say you crossed a river to touch God's hand
but I did not understand where he lived.
So I tried to write him letters - letters of demand,
saying "She's my mother - back you give her"

You died - like we're all gonna go someday.
You died. I was here and you went away.

I didn't see you die, I didn't see your casket.
Don't remember if I cried, but I never quite got past it.
You're fragile like a bee, and skinny as a steeple,
and all these memories - are they mine or other peoples?

When you died - like we're all gonna go someday,
I was five and I thought I could make you stay.(Bowdich)








<<..Может ты тоже без сна
  Несколько уже недель
  И моё сердце не врёт ,
  Поверь мне ,поверь..
  Не хочу другого пути,
  Его не найти сейчас
  Я хочу к Богу прийти,
  Если Он хочет Нас.
  Но если вдруг не дойду ,
Где~то в пути пропаду ,
То ты поклянись -найдёшь,
К МОГИЛЕ моей придёшь..>>
2001

Ответ:

И снова луна взошла
На свод ледяной тиши
И звуки _ ночная мгла,
На зов повисшей души .

Видишь ,я здесь ,
Нашла ,
Как звёзды,луна
ДЫШУ ..
Я здесь ! Я к тебе
ПРИШЛА
И в бликах луны
Вишу !
2006 г.