Despicable slimy worms

Despicable slimy worms               
Will be eating me after my death.
For what was I once born?
Life is probably senseless.

Reason doesn’t exist,
But we find and anyway pray.
We try to create the list
What we receive and how much pay.

People, who are surround,
Try to escape comprehension
That all of them will fall down
Each of this folks and nations.

Despicable slimy worms
Will gnaw my so rotten skin,               
Will eat my deserted bones,
My eyes and all of I’ve seen.

Stupid and endless resistance
Certainly will be suppressed.
It will be destruction of systems 
And you’ll not control all this mess.

If you belief in God,
The faith will create a warmth.
It probably calms your heart               
But will not save you from the worms.

Thus I am humble a wanderer.            
I take, that the end sometimes comes.
I don’t recognize the wonder.
Spirit existence is fun.

Today I’m looking at sky,
I see the unbounded world.   
I am believer, who never rely,
That’s why I repent, that’s why I am fault.