You know what is my dream

...Hot summer. Bright day and blue-blue sky. Crowdie seacoast. Sense of light breeze on skin. Fresh ocean wind plays with your hair. I see your back. You are in white trousers n white shirt with short sleeve n standing collar. You look at the sea. You keep hands in pockets. You look like secret agent on his special mission: stately, relaxed, calm, at the same time confident, strong, enigmatic. You don't see me. I stand in 10 steps from you. Stay n think: is this mirage or really my Man.....Stand and mysterious, dreamy smile plays with my lips. Next moment you turn round. You smile....Your teeth look so bright because as usual you have extremely perfect tan. You start laughing...oh no, everything is written on my face! I have look of little confused girl with round scared eyes. I can't move, my heart stops. You read my feeling. And stay without moving. Just smiling. You adore such moments, making me be a little girl. You wait for a moment when I'm totally unarmed, defeated, perplexed.....You look down, then on me, touching your sun glasses....I like so much this glasses. Smiling, you start making sure steps. To me? oh, thank Gods, to me.....You do it specially very, very slow. You see my impatience, my desire.....But your steps show nothing but your patience and confidence. You come to me close but not enough. Take off your glasses. Tenderly smile. You wait. Wait for my back to real world.....I'm calm but so nervous. Why!? why he doesn't make the last step? There is inconceivable flight of thoughts in my head.....Self-assured stinker or just a modest pretty boy? oh no, not modest.....pretty?ya, his sparkling eyes killing all thoughts in my head, not leaving to me permission for resistance.......I don't resist. I start to be angry on him! on myself!! no, I don't give him such pleasure to see my weakness, my confusion.....
-"Hi....)"
-"Hi, Tanushka. You are so beautiful today. Like first sunray in Saturday's morning...."
-"Thanks. Great, that I don't look like Monday's sunray - because on Monday's mornings I'm sleepy and look like angry hamster!)"
-":)"
And I feel strong hands, your hands taking me so close to you. I feel your smell. I feel your gentle lips on mine....your....strong, but...nervous kiss...
-"Hahaha)))"
-".....!?Tanya? why do you laugh?)"
-"Juhani, nothing. just have good , very good mood.....)"

I made this last step. I won. I got my prize. Love of that Man waiting me at the seacoast looking far-far to the sea...