Forgotten and masked

Forgotten faces - what can I do with them?
As new record I begin my day
Year by year
Erasing pain and rage from my sick memory

Fading senses - can I fill them once more?
From new page I write my life as role
For actor
Who plays my life without looking back for me

Paling pictures of life I once beloved
Fallen angels fly as mourning birds
High above
And turn to shadows of forgotten lovely ones

Thawing music, calming down sounds
Noise of crowd I fill as my bond...
Falling down
I cry and hit with anger cold and frozen ground

Once I had dream it showed me early times
We were children and we set in class...
Smiling eyes
I can't remember day I smile like this again

I survive here I say I have no choice
I take masks on and I change my roles
Changing voice
I lost earth under me and life is not my game

But I go on I learn new role and face
Now I'm stronger and I have my grace
I take chance
To take my life and once go down to rest with force

Whisper, pity, I crash my hopes and pain
I injected cold inside my vain
I'm insane
Aspiring to success - it is my only choice

I'll be artful and lonely as jackal
When on rising safe and darkness fall
New deals call
With wicking breath I somehow wait for gold sunset

And in darkness I can cut of my masks
And in silence I will lay on grass
Lick my scars
If you're the one who can blow off my pain and sad