I used to write my own rules...

I used to write my own rules
To keep my life secured
I kept avoiding all those fools
Who could make my soul injured

I didn't follow any trends
To be like everyone
I built the strongest self-defense
Denying even fun

I must admit it wasn't bad
Controlling life like that
It didn't make me much too sad
Existence wasn't flat

I was alone, I had some fun
I thought I had enough
I was sure I was that one
Who don't believe in love

I didn't look for special one
I possibly could have
But my emotions weren't gone
I saved them in myself

And just in second or a two
All my life was changed
I did a thing I had to do
To get views rearranged

I think an angel sent to me
A girl who understands
The only one who meant to be
Forever in my hands

She opened up my dusty soul
And filled it up with love
She fixed my dark heart's lonely hole
And lifted up above

She taught me how to love again
She brought my feelings back
She removed my prison's chain
She's taken me aback

She's the one I've waited for
But couldn't yet to find
I've never felt this way before
She occupied my mind

She took my breath and took my heart
She stole my sleep at night
It was a new life's happy start
With warm and glowing light

I want to be an open book
For her to love me more
I will treasure every look
Of the one I so adore

I will invite her to my life
And close the door behind
I'll ask her to become my wife
And be one of a kind

I'll hold her in my arms and say:
"Please never let me go"
And I believe she'll want to stay
Despite of what they know

I'll wake her up with tender kiss
And make sure she's alright
In parting time she's one to miss
"I love you, my dark side!"