На английском...

I'm looking through my mind,
Don't know, what i want to find.
There's only me and you,
But mostly you than me.
I'm looking for your love,
But there is no above.
And now day by day,
My feelings in the cave.
I want to kill myself,
My gun is in the shelf.
I'm picking it to my hand,
And shooting through the head.
My brain is on the wall,
My body is falling on the floor.
Somebody help me please,
Cure me from this disease!
I think you love me not,
And there are no feeling in your heart.
But you'r still warm to me,
And i am working like a bee!
To get some words from you,
Or even "I love you".
My body is on the floor,
You'r standing not far from.
And looking to my eyes,
You see the paradise.
I'm looking through my mind,
But now i know, what i want to find.
Want to find your smile, your eyes,
Eyelashes and eyebrows...but
My brain is on the wall,
My body is on the floor.
My sweetheart help me please,
Be my cure from this disease!