blank rhyme

hurting you is the last thing i'd do
did you know me when it wasn't like this?
no, just cause it never was
where have you been when i wanted to talk?
yes, you said "another time"
i know i never had the rights
to tell you if you're right or wrong
cause you say i don't know you at all
though we're alike, we sometimes feel the same
but you don't wanna see it
cause you'd rather be blind than open up.
when you close your soul
i feel like i'd never succeed
in learning what's on your mind
they should've shot the BBC film about you
cause you never know whether it's the last chance
or just another witty trick you set up
sometimes i'm afraid i'll lose you
before i solve the mystery of yours.
and whenever you even try to be closer
i feel the victory floating in my blood
i can count those moments on my fingers

the only hope i'm left with
is that you might grow up and change
but then it won't be you
so i'd prefer to keep and save you
as you are, without any different details
i'll torture myself till you open up, or till i don't want it anymore, or even till i lose you.