Cut open

                посвящается Алексею

You are my plague, my fate and my damnation,
My blindfold love, my madness, my demise.
What I supposed to do to find salvation?
I’m slowly dying, looking in your eyes…

I’m slowly fading, vanishing in twilight,
Forgeting the whole world, when you hold me in your arms.
You are my soul, my life, my mind,
You are the Hell, which leads to Paradise.

You are the hammer and you are the anvil,
You are the axe, rising above my neck.
You are the devil in disguise of angel,
But I will love you ‘till my final breath.

Love more than a moon and magnificent stellar light,
Forget myself, listening to your heart’s beating,
Without you my life’s eternal night,
Feel loneliness like open scar, that’s bleeding.

So who you are, the master of my dreams?
My guiding star, which leads to nowhere,
You are the blade, which slits my wrists,
Supernal pleasure, which just cuts me open…

06.08.10