Guilt and Forgiveness, a Yaoi novel, Act One

Автор: я
Жанр: яой, homosexuality
Язык: english
Бета: нет

Act One:

...Ryuu wrapped His hair around his arm and pulled it roughly, making his lover look up. His blue eyes, which often reminded Ryuu of the ocean, were now full of fear. A couple of tears ran down His cheeks, but it didn’t move Ryuu. He leaned forward crashing his lips on his lover’s soft ones, biting to blood...licking it off and biting again. Ryuu pushed his hands above his head tying them up; he knew it would leave marks on the delicate skin of his lover, but he didn’t care. Not that time.
“Ryuu...” Nate pleaded trying to find Ryuu’s eyes, but his lover didn’t grant him a look. “Please don’t...not like this...” he whispered pleadingly.
Ryuu ignored his pleas. His hands travelled under Nate’s shirt scratching his skin, leaving marks, and perhaps thin lines of blood. The next thing Nate knew was his shirt ripped in half, buttons flying around the room and Ryuu’s tongue on his neck. Ryuu trailed his tongue from Nate’s neck, down to his chest. Nate’s nipples hardened. Ryuu licked around his right nipple, gently nibbling on it. It was Nate’s weak spot and he knew too well about. Nate moaned arching his back and trying to free his hands, but his lover pushed him down on the bed and continued playing with his nipple.
“Ry...Ryuu...” Nate moaned looking almost insane at his lover.
Ryuu ran his hand over Nate’s flat belly and pressed it to his manhood. He trailed kisses down Nate’s belly and eagerly pulled off the unwanted cloth from his lover’s body, revealing his erection. Ryuu smirked kissing the tip of Nate’s manhood. Nate chocked from the lack of air staring at his lover in anticipation of what would follow, but Ryuu didn’t rush.
He licked the head of Nate’s manhood, slowly trailing his tongue over the whole length, making his lover cry out from pleasure. Nate shifted from his position but Ryuu pushed him down angrily. He finally looked in Nate’s eyes, revealing all his anger.
“Do not dare to disobey me Nate.” He barked. Nate was about to ask what he had done when Ryuu entered him. Unexpectedly. Without preparation.
“No...no...Ryuu...hurts...it hurts...” he cried choking on his own tears, but his lover ignored him, entering his fast and hard, bringing as much pain as possible. No pleasure behind the rough act; just the pain they both shared. Physically and mentally.
Ryuu felt himself reaching his peak. His hands which were holding Nate’s shoulder all the time stiffened for a moment making his dig his nails into Nate’s skin as he came inside him. Ryuu looked down at his lover. Nate wasn’t crying anymore. His eyes were empty. His chest rose up and down while he tried to catch his breath.
“Why...Ryuu?” he barely mumbled.
Ryuu released his shoulder and grabbed his neck as if trying to choke him. “I love you Nate.” He stated bluntly. “But if you leave me I’ll kill you...then I’ll kill myself...” he stated.
His hands started shaking. Ryuu lay on top of Nate burying his face in the crook of his neck. Nate could feel Ryuu’s hot breath on his neck. He wanted to say something...anything, but he didn’t. His hands were still tied when he hugged Ryuu, it was uncomfortable, but he didn’t care. Ryuu’s breathing became deeper. A faint smile crossed Nate’s lips, which quickly faded as he closed his eyes and drifted to sleep...