A lesson

Don't try - you're never gonna do it.
Don't cry - some day you'll find something else.
Don't trust - just do not be so stupid.
Don't fall in love - just dance, no sex.

It was a dream; at least it wouldn't be much better,
If it wasn't. Imagine that you sleep.
A dream has always been your shelter,
And the reality is never that much steep.

You're not alone, for sure, believe me.
And though this person isn't interested in you,
You still have friends and family you needed,
Who definitely love you as you do.

I am the one who understands you.
It seems to me I'm also trapped for good.
No sorrow, tears or hesitation issue,
Despite I loved as no one could.

A long ago it was, at least I think so.
And probably I was another man,
But I remember every single moment
Every single something that we had.

A love at first glance, still have no trust to it?
I never had, before I was acquainted with her.
And ever since I hope to have a chance to quit
The banned desire, I've been striving for.

It's not that simple – simply to forget about her.
Although I try, success is never close.
And whether it's success or not – I'm not quite sure,
That's what I'll never find out, I suppose.

She was the one I dreamed about,
She was the one who made me lose my mind.
You know what, there is no doubt,
I loved to be that kind of blind!

I didn't trust my ears, when heard that
On my suggestion she answered simply "yes".
It was the best of evenings I have had –
An instant glance, a silent dance,

Embrace, a little awkward, but so truthful,
A kiss, so painful to forget,
Her smile, she seemed to be so graceful,
That still there is no shadow of regret.

I was so sure, there was no fear –
I found love, to which I was so prone.
And everything was fine, cause she was near.
And suddenly, within an instant, she was gone.

She didn't give me any explanation,
Or it was me, who didn't want to hear
Unpleasant words of no satisfaction
From kind of person, who used to be my near.

I only want to know, what has happened,
Don't run away, just stay and tell:
Are you the fallen angel of the heaven?
Are you the risen demon of the hell?

There's not much more that I can tell you.
This is how my story ends.
We are no more together,
We are no lovers and no friends.

It is the cost you have to pay,
To fall in no mutual love.
If you're not ready – stay away,
Don't try to get too high above.

I know this bitter and sad feeling,
I know that this is a necessary cost.
And though these moments are so short in being,
I have enjoyed these moments at the most.