Mama

Mama… I think I’m growing older,
Mama… I wanna stay at home.
I feel like crying on your shoulder,
Mama… You know, I’m all alone.   
 
You know, when I was younger
I dreamed of different life
And lots of friends around me,
And big eternal love.   
 
Mama… I think it’s getting colder,
Please, hug me once again,
I feel like crying on your shoulder,
Mama… You know, I lost the game.   
 
I thought that I was stronger,
I swore I’d never cry!
But I can keep no longer…
This pain. I’m dying, mom.   
 
Mama… I’m crossing the last border,
Mama… I’m cursed from high above.
I failed to be your perfect daughter,
Forgive me please, my love.   
 
I’m neither a good writer,
Nor am I a good wife,
I’m fucking outsider,
Screwed up my stupid life.   
 
Mama… I think it’s getting colder,
Mama…Just give me one more hug
And then I’ll cross the border.
Forgive me, please, my love.