Vanishing

Pull me, push me into this world
Until you see there's probably so much more
And at the same time nothing at all.
I'm tired of trying to drag myself back
To all those things they say are relevant.
It's not for sure
But maybe I've seen these waves before
And sensed these splashes on my cheeks.
We suddenly find ourselves here
And we don't know what to do
'Cause we feel too free
What would you do with so much freedom?
When you're like the sea...
Or like the air...
Why don't you want to stay?
To vanish?
To... to fade away?
Afraid to lose the thread
That binds you to the world
But I'd rather lose it all
To be the air.
Don't push me into this again.
I've known that place
And if they keep on haunting me... I might... might I just run away there?
(21.09.2009.)


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