Be careful what you wish for...

You tell me that you want it over
You tell me that it wasn't real
Just like a slap across my face
Mocking everything I feel

You plead temporary insanity
And ask me quietly to leave
Alright-I say in broken whisper
Though I know you won't believe

And like pearls from broken string
Tear drops're falling from my eyes
It's painful to tear feelings out
It's tortureous to say good-bye

A year's gone by and here you are
Back to standing at my door
Asking me to get achance to
Go back to being like before

I'm frozen to the spot with shock
That grips me tightly from inside
With fear of being hurt again
That overhelms me like a tide

I look at you, I take a breath
And push away the urge to run
A single little step towards you
Is the hardest thing I've done

I search your eyes to find the truth
I see the eyes of a homeless rover
I bend and whisper softly in your ear:
You've finally got your wish-it's over.