GK

I close my face,
So you can see,
How hard this talk could be.
I stretch your voice up to the night,
Untill the the darkness falls.
I feel so bad, I'm coming home,
Where dreams are duty - free.
I close my face,
So you're alone,
What would you do just now?
Am I important?
Tell me: "No."
And tears will cover ground.
I'm not so weak,
It's only thing
That make feel like proud,
That I'm sick, that I'm freek,
And hat upon me - crown.
I don't want you to pass away,
Be calm to what I'm doing.
I'd like to be for your hands clay,
And stars yoг watch in moonlight.
Forget-me-not, am I the one,
Who trully knew him deeply?
The way he sleeps or get the fun,
The way he tries to creep out?
I do afraid of keeping thoughts,
That touch our inside shout.
But sometimes we must need them most,
When talks come to account.
... One day I looked into his eyes,
When we were walking slowly.
I bite my tongue, cause recognised
The face what quite and lonely.
But face I saw and face I close
They looked to me familiar,
Maybe the one of early choice
Is one I saw in mirror?
"How could it be?" - I blamed myself, -
"The man I,needed dearly,
Was doubted by my own fear
Of having less freands near me.
...In childhood I had a dream,
That people close to me,
Will be devoted one by one
To oathes they said trully.
But years pass and people go,
There wasn't turning back.
The men you hold and days you know
Became a painful track.
Till then I found myself tired
To trust my thanksful freinds,
Who promised never leave me here
And smiling shook my hands.
I saved with me just every smile,
I hoped to make them real,
But now put them under fire
And let them take me in.
I know fo sure, there is no law,
Why can't I close face.
But also I believe somehow,
You hugging me is endless trace.