Goodbye

I’m a little better than I pretend to be. I need a little more than u can give me. And I deserve much more than u can see. I’m not like other girls that you can treat like shit. I know what I’m worth and this is it. I don’t pretend on anything but truth. But that’s what you can’t give me cuz u afraid to lose. You’re so afraid of me. You know, u should be. And I quit game when don’t know rules. If they’re not mine they’re made by fools. We both were wrong. We shouldn’t try. Yes, it’s your fault, though you’re nice guy. You just pretend to be asshole, though you don’t try. You know, you put too many walls in front of you. I wish I knew. I don’t want to break them, won’t even try. You built those walls, they help you to survive. I don’t want to play cuz I know I’ve won. Maybe you don’t think so, but I’m happy now. I don’t know if it’s the end, but I say goodbye. I guess I’m over you and you’re not on my mind. I’m sorry that I played, I’m sorry that I lied. Oh, you don’t know about that, then it’s all right. I really thought I was in love with you. But now I think it wasn’t true. I loved my dream much more than real you. Hey, please don’t think that I pretended. And everything I said and did it was intended. I really thought that we could be, you know, like you and me. And we should be! How many times you told me that you loved me. How many times I told you that you lied. I really hoped you did. I knew it was bullshit. And thanks for everything I felt for you. I’m sorry I was wrong when though I knew you. I made up the story. So, babe, I’m sorry. I guess that’s it. I have to quit. Too many words. I make it worse. So show’s over. Lights are off. The Crowd is gone. And scene is down. I say goodbye. I… never mind. Goodbye.