I used to scream, I used to cry…
But now I’ve changed my mind.
I don’t know how, I don’t know why
I’m happy… is that crime?!
I love you… yes… it’s hurt for me
To think about you…
But I can smile… CAN SMILE!!! You see?
Don’t ask: “Oh, is that true?”
I leave you… now… for ever… why?
I want to just be free.
When you’re absent… shit!!! It’s not lie!...
It’s very good for me…
Shit!! It s not lie
© Copyright: Лана Тарадай, 2008
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Dear Lana. Nice to visit you again. Once more I'm happy to have a pleasure of feeling your tender soul. But what's happened? You love but leave him? Why leave? To be free of him? Then how it can be that you love? Too many questions... "Dmitry, you don't and never did understand a woman's soul" - you can answer. OK, then can I kindly ask you to teach me to understand it? :)
Sincerely yours,
Dmitry.
Дмитрий Поздеев 22.03.2008 04:42 • Заявить о нарушении
Sincerely yours,
Dmitry.
Дмитрий Поздеев 22.03.2008 04:42 • Заявить о нарушении
I'll tell you my love story... I love him... Five years... One broken heart... I want to forget him, but I can't. I must forget him. When he is absnt, I'm alone. I love my loneliness, because I can just be free. I don't think about him... I can read my favourite book, "War and peace". It helps me to answer many questions. I like Maria Bolkonskaya... Her bright, kind eyes, her plod... She is a great woman, I think. So, this book make me happy, because I don't think about this terrible man... I love and hate him... He pains me... I want to leave him for ever. I don't wsnt to see him anymore... The love for me means hurt. I hate her and him.
I hope, that I have understood all)
Thank toy very much for your attention. I'n very happy to read your reviews! Thank you for the kind words!
yours sincerely, Lana.
Лана Тарадай 22.03.2008 11:11 Заявить о нарушении
I hope, that I have understood all)
Thank toy very much for your attention. I'n very happy to read your reviews! Thank you for the kind words!
yours sincerely, Lana.
Лана Тарадай 22.03.2008 11:11 Заявить о нарушении
Dear Lana, your answer explains a lot and your nice poem becomes quite clear now. You really should be very much unhappy, I'm sorry. I do understand it well enought as myself happened to suffer from the similar pain once. But the time cures. I want you to recover from the pain as soon as possible and will pray for you from time to time. :) Hope, my words will cover a long distance between our cities and will be heard by your angel :) By the way, how long? What city are you from?
Yours faithfully,
Dmitry.
Дмитрий Поздеев 22.03.2008 15:53 Заявить о нарушении
Yours faithfully,
Dmitry.
Дмитрий Поздеев 22.03.2008 15:53 Заявить о нарушении
Dear Dmitry!
Thank you for the countenance! I' n so glad to read it!
Well, I live in a snall city of Sarov (Russian Nuclear Center). It is situated in Nizhegerodskaya region.
Sincerely yours, Lana.
Лана Тарадай 22.03.2008 19:55 Заявить о нарушении
Thank you for the countenance! I' n so glad to read it!
Well, I live in a snall city of Sarov (Russian Nuclear Center). It is situated in Nizhegerodskaya region.
Sincerely yours, Lana.
Лана Тарадай 22.03.2008 19:55 Заявить о нарушении