To go blindly

I go blindly in the darkness
The destiny-guide again plays hide-and-seek
Persistently I try to go forward,
Solving its riddles
I try to creep to blindy forward,
Tearing to pieces fingers and heels

With every por on the inflamed skin
I scan vibration of waves from passers-by's
I shall touch signs on destiny with my hand
They are full of pulsing enealkrgy
Sensations from it are nothing like others
Maybe, I shall solve this riddle also, but later

I walk through destiny in the darkness
What surprises does it keepin store for me?
Ahead of me, among going,
Nobody will prompt me,
Where to jump, where to creep, where to go,
Nobody will whisper on the way

I break through gloom-darkness,
Hitting a forehead about invisible strongholds
I try to find in labyrinths of destiny
One door necessary only to me
The mocker-destiny will hardly answer my question,
What side to go to

It all this time stands somewhere besides me
In my attempts to find true road, poorly trusts
When it will see severe torments of my soul,
Only then will regret
And only then will open the door in the future
Necessery for me

And only then, it lets me guess its riddles
Each of us has applicability in life