Dreams of hope

I in my love shall sink,
Choking with tears
I for my dreams shall leave,
Renouncing from parting
I already do not wait for you anymore,but...
I can't help me from desires
I'm so tired to leave for emptiness,
Shrouded in gloom of innuendo and silence

I'll harness my pain in an ice cart,
Taking away with me echoes of the past,
I shall dash away in ambiguity of tomorrow,
You are not mine now and I'm not yours
How I wished you to leave and to forget,
The humiliated love about a new meeting asks
It about my pain will not ask me
And how can I be between two fires?-
Love and pain, pain and love...
They are stronger than my mind

Time passes, but does not treat soul,
How I would like again to lean
On your resilient strong shoulders,
But, time is contemptible, all further
In silence me from you away carries
And there is no more "me and you" in the past
No more unsteady hope,
Only not clear mirages
Draw in memory forgotten dreams,
Where in died out passion's fires
So long my love and pain are decaying,
Connected hardly among themselves
They as before, only to you serve

I from sufferings by the sea of dreams shall leave,
Breaking an anchor of the last hope,
I know, I shall never find
Source of treasured love,
Similar to that, that was before