In road

In an endless tunnel like eternal night
My dream did not became real
My forward way is seen only in dim light
I’m recalling the pain I can feel

Only emptiness in my hand
I think about a girl which I was looking all day
I understand that she’s not for me and
Thought about event in last may

I think what will be when tunnel end
About their views under which I can’t shake off the cold
At this station I can’t more stand
I pretend it didn’t bother me but I just want to explode

And the road became my bride
I get knowledge. And it I will save
Riding keep me satisfied
I have stripped off all but pride

This place of train-driver is now my throne
In the spotlight of the apparatus I’m million miles away
Under wondering stars I had grown
And the sweat pours out my body like a music ерфе I play

Sometimes I think that rather die behind the wheel
Late in the evening I lie awake in bed
I’m unnecessary in this world and I it feel
When smoke the day last cigarette

The more I search the more I need
I search outside search inside
The more I bless the more I bleed
The one seek so I may find

For you I wait my whole lifetime
And my ties are severed clean the less I have the more I gain
For you I can do the most awful crime
But you don’t go with me. Off the beaten path I reign

So I ride into this station strung out from the road
Most time I can’t hear them talks other times I can
And I don’t feel much like riding I just wish the trip was through
When I listen that they say I can hear “Is it man?”

I should answer them but I’m afraid
That they kill me for my truth or I won’t find my life fuel
And I close all doors nothing ever them said
And go away on my train to the next endless tunnel.