What if

“What If I will be merging into night this time
And turn your name into the weightless ash?
Then will you find me? There is my little crime
Which trees had hissed and booed as my mad dash
And leaves of trees were like to slander me,
You best to believe them, for they so discreet
And I am just…I am just out of my tree
And feel at ease when there’s ”Trick or treat”
Will you forgive the gale my heart maintains?
Will you forgive hot coldness of my lips?
Won’t you get lost among my “Trust-Doubt” lanes?
And if you will, would feel way with your finger-tips?
You don’t have me, I am not, I am someone else
Why do you take me as I am not at all?
Why do you think I have these whistles and bells?
Why do you listen to my fantastic talk?
And I do hate the promises and day which’s long
And I do love the partings and I love the moon
The flame and shadow of somebody…Have to go!
So tell me now…I‘ll forget .. I’ll vanish soon… “

“for I am not willing to break you in my dream
You are my shine, my slumber, wake me up
One early morning,.. Then into night you sneak
And wander in the forest filling up its cup
 give them trees cause to slander, make no plea
for quenchin’ your hunger, fly into the dark, I want
All that you were, you are, you will , I beg, just be!
I will be sleeping, while your soaring, like to bond
Birds of freedom. Wake me up at the crack of dawn
I won’t forget you, I’d rather being the rain to drop
My heart, my dream that never wanes. .Be gone!
Take on your apparel of white …be back my hope.”

“It may be…or perhaps I will forget this all for ages
 Or very likely I will lost myself in that deep wood…”

“I ever will be waiting for you, it’s you I can imagine
The only one who’s able be for me…For good...”