Still Alive

The blurry vision of myself
Becomes the vision of my life
Becomes the vision of my truth
Becomes the vision of my lie

I can't define my feelings now
But I admit that I feel pain
And I don't care if  I am wrong
I only care if it's the same?

I only care if something changed
I never care if nothing does
I never know if it's too late
I never care for both of us

The one that lives within so deep
The one that knows much more than I
He feels what I could never feel
He lives forever as I die

Another struggles with this world
Another stubborn, but so blind
He doesn't feel this pain at all
He grants himself eternal life

They both combined will bring the truth
They both combined will bring the peace
The truth: they both could live in you
The truth: they could, but you're too weak

Too weak as me, as all we are
We aren't that brave to be alive
Too scared to see the streinght we have
Too scared that somehow we'll survive

And it's our choice to live in pain
It's our decision to be blind
If you will call, I'm still the same
Still scared, still hopeless, still alive...