Struggle

Dark clouds - like silent steps,
Closing on me like black messiahs.
Storm is coming during peaceful walk,
Thoughts start to rain in head and talk.
Remember all your debts!
Fear is filling everything,
As I stand in darkness peering.
Strange feelings arise,
Like it's time for my demise.
Never thought about it
Now I face it, though.
Lonely fighter left without his swords,
Now all he has are his words.
Yet nothing happens...
Eyes are blinking like never before.
I start to think that I am no more.
But then I feel that touch of fate
It breaks my skull!
Now I know I’m here...it is too late,
Never will I fall.
It hurts so much to feel
And understand that there is nothing I can do.
Just wait and slowly realize that nothing can heal.
Eternal fate - to see this world, to see it through
Only mine eyes are open! I can see it as it is!
No Sun is shining, no birds are flying,
Just nothing happens, all moves but stays in place.
That - eternally I must face...
Then something cuts me through,
I feel no pain just thoughts start rain on me...again.
An unending circle of pain,
Leaving everything I thought about...to be in vain