You

I`ve never cared about your heart
And always wanted you to cut
To cut our relations
And your infatuations.

I`ve been too good to be with you
And never wanted you- it`s true!
The only way to gain my love
Was that to put me down to earth.

As I`m not fond of guys like you
I`ve never noticed poor you.
You`ve never been the one I need
I always wanted you to leave.

All of your words were sweet and true,
But words can`t touch me, this you knew.
You used to call me your sweeet girl,
I liked you under my control.

And by that treatment full of love
You made me feel my real worth,
I understood what power can,
That`s when I started using men.

All that you`ve done was big mistake,
But did you know I`ll go this way,
I`ll be a slut, I`ll be a bitch,
With cruel heart a cruel witch.

I`ve always wanted to be free,
Now no one cares about me.
One in my flat, one in the world,
A girl who has a heart of stone.

Some time has passed, I`ve realised,
You are the one I don`t despise.
I have no feelings, just instincts,
No one can help me, I`m not real.

A shining perl infront of me
Is nothing, but it`s plain to see
That fancy beauty of presence
Is nothing more tnan cheap pretence.

Nobody likes me, that`s the end.
Yes, they despise me,- I know men.
I`ll show you soul, you`ll help me through,
`Cause now I`m in love with you.

You`ll never leave me, that`s for sure.
And I have closed my stupid show,
The mask is off, my brain is clear,
You`ve never seen me like this dear.

Now I`ve become the real me,
No bitch is there inside of me.
Sincere face and pretty soul,
The girl you saved from being a doll. 

                14.12.2002