Memory Of Lydia M

The blinding light from the headlights went out.
 He was sober, he slowed down...
 And now you're gone,
 You don't have the strength to understand that fact
 
 Neither my niece nor my husband,
 Not to my sisters, my mother, my father, my brother.
 Why did he drink at this dinner,
 Why did he create a loss for us?
 
 But to hell with it. Don't understand it.
 I didn't have time to say much...
 Shy don't understand what,
 I didn't dare say openly that I loved her.
 
 I love these lines with all my heart
 In the face of another send light.
 I've grown big,
 But only from heaven do you see it.
 
 You will never answer,
 The movement of words there is one-sided.
 My century will pass, my years will pass -
 And you will meet me in the otherworldly.
 
 And they'll miss me then,
 In the poems of a descendant, I will also rise again.
 And the meeting is waiting for everyone after " never",
 But you are glad that I am disturbing you with a verse.
 
 January 3, 2019