Am I aware I trapped in manipulations?
Aware.
Am I aware I cure obsession with obsession?
Aware.
But I just want to feel, I want to burn.
I want to burn till ashes and reborn.
All this a lesson to grow. I know.
I am such a slow learner. I crawl.
Balancing on the edge, from sadness to rage,
From heaven to the hell,
Like ocean in the shell,
And bird flock out of cage.
I am crying for change, but don't want to change.
I want better life, but don't want to age.
I stuck I'm my dreams, some dreams stucked in me.
I need to make step, stand up from my knees .
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