You all expect me to fall in love with you
at first sight
or to have a deep attraction just after
sitting in a cafe
and talking about,
what a beautiful color have my eyes...
I don't
fall in love with strangers, who say only compliments
and smile nervously or - haughty.
I'm not
ready to trust you
or believe in your necessity in my life,
just because you want it so.
I can't
be tender or obedient,
only because my sex dictates me to do it in our society.
Please, don't play a role of better yourself,
being too smart,
too funny,
too attantive,
because it stinks.
January, 2024