Over again

Николай Ботов
I never truly understood
how nor why women oscillate,

get married, absorb ideas,
flare up in anger or betray,

pull apart or blaze up
to a new unknown love in days.

Sometimes they turn back again
to their original states;

I would be pleased to know
beneath their lonely graves;

what and who
give life to women's waves.

Could I, too, a wavelet be,
lasting momentarily,

until I find myself once more
 beyond time's endless sea;

I'd like to know every bit of soul
 of that impulsive bee!
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