You are my life, you are my death

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You are my life, you are my death - both just you, both just you alone,
My tormentor from Hell, my angel from Heaven, - from my heart you will never be gone!!!

Let God or Satan ask me thrice - how to answer this question I don’t yet know:
'What I want to say to you more: "I curse you!!!" or  "I still love you so!!!" ?'

Be my judge, prosecutor and jury, say the verdict, don't worry if the answer is rough:
Am condemned I to death by your kindness, or am I pardoned by power of love?

World is cruel so tell me both loud and clear, oh my darling, my darling, my darling dear,
I'm not worthy of you, but at least I deserve from your lips the word "No" to hear.

And in early May, someday, hugging, kissing husband beloved, you will tell of me so:
"Yes, you love me, I know, but there was guy who went crazy in loving me, though..."