All my feelings are now foreign
And in your life I am unwanted
Being enveloped in the thoughts of grief and dying
To you from now on I mean nothing
I don’t believe that every cloud has silver lining
And coming storm will shortly get me drowning
Will wrap the hatred up in its own veil
Run to the death that waits me on my trail
The words are fake
They have no soul
Devoting has no sense
You stab just with your sentences
I’ll sell my soul to devil
For I will not remember you
My vision will be filled with anger
Erase the memories that I’ve been holding true
The air isn’t fresh
And only wind makes my lungs bloody flesh
The chills that I feel on my skin
And heart is completely ice-cold
A slow poison has frozen in veins
I’m just blind and mute, such a fool
I’ll shoot myself in the empty room
Clearly, I doubt there’s someone for me and it pains
So, I have been no one
And I stay as one
And here I am wishing
To just end my life
Blood boils up
I was so kind
Sorry, I couldn't hold you back
Sorry, anger is still here and it bursts outside
I can’t live like this
What was that betrayal for?
I did nothing bad
Why did you leave me though?
Dead inside
No joy, no sorrow
I was and am still being no one
But who I was for you, please, tell me?
I hate to live
I hate this world
I’ll give up on life
And you’ll never know just how much did you hurt me.