..
In the rush of molecules
you were the one
that made me happy
and complete ....
and since then, knowing the fulfillment
i’m dragging in the dust of Earth
cherishing the joy of seconds,
when my heart was joining
your heartbeat.
Carrying the ocean
we once were
i wish you gave me the child
or i did turn ourselves
into another particle
we shared.
But does that matter
as i will never see you
and we shall never
meet.
I wish we had enough of us,
I’m missing you, dissolved in me,
My thirst, my lust.
Little did we know
Life span of love like that
Is stolen away by wind gust
And happens once..
If only one time,
Life gave me a chance
To start anew
I wish i heard again
Your night mantras, and your voice,
Making me crazy with whispering
I love yous...
My molecule, the particle
of mine.
In this New York blooming spring
I’m missing you
And sending wish
Of seeing you
Through endless highs.
New York
April 2021