Every single day I carry the coffin. It's full of my mistakes,
My wrong decisions, my worst fears, my pain
I feel its heaviness as I wake up
Fallen asleep with the hope that it all will go away
It started a long time ago on that hapless day
When you died and I could no longer live as before
All colours have faded and now there is only grey
The worst of nightmares didn't end at dawn
I have to burry my coffin, but I don't have enough strength
I have to burry it, but I don't have enough courage
Maybe one day things will change
But not today
Every single day it's harder to carry the coffin
I feel the weakness in my wounded arms
I know that I must to do something
But my inner voice cowardly whispers to me that I can't
I have to burry my coffin, but I don't have enough strength
I have to bury it, but I don't have enough courage
Maybe one day things will change
But not today...F**k! Why not today?
How long will I hold on?
Now or never
Life or death
I must make my choice
I must be brave
Now or never
Life or death
I must make my choice