Only rain knows what I feel
Because its job is the same with mine.
Rain is my most delicious meal
Which will always make me feel fine.
Never did I betray others,
But I did betray myself several times.
There are dozens
Of occasions when I commited crimes.
I don't think God will forgive my sins,
I even don't expect it to happen.
So much has passed since,
But I only sadden.