Clues

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By small pieces,
I am looking for the clues you left.
Everything ceases,
But for so far,my soul kept.
Getting away from my mind,
I am againg feeling your touch.
In reality,this is difficult to find,
But I am missing so much.
I have been
To where I shouldn't have.
So much have I seen,
But my soul is still deaf.
Hoping only for the good,
But there is no love.
I haven't understood
What it is for me to be enough.