In the frozen night the greyish Moon

Нургуля Осмонкулова
In the frozen night the greyish Moon
So sadly floating in the sky of Bishkek.
The so cold flat. And silence.
I cannot sleep and my heart is fading.
My heart is as an overloaded suitcase,
In which so much grief and pains.
I want to throw it out into the lumber room,
As all my old reminiscences.
Why am I here alone, what for?
In the darkness of the night,
Why am I looking for a gleam?
On the fond of the naked and green walls,
I just want to see your face.
Why am I wasting my time?
Why am I crying so much?
I should pray instead, just pray!
And tell about my life, about your life….
May be the miracle will happen today.
In the frozen night the greyish Moon
So sadly floating in the sky of Bishkek.
The so cold flat. And silence.
I cannot sleep and my heart is fading,
Oh the Heaven, please hear me,
I’m just charming you

Перевод. Салтанат Мамбаева