I am not searching gold

I am not searching gold,
I am not searching pearls.
Shiny diamonds - aren't my craze.
I am looking for harmony,
looking for peace.
So I will manage to rest.

I am eager to learn my happy way.
So I'll walk calmly my path.
I don't want any fire ,
I am tired of pain
I despise with my heart any fights.

I'm quite arrogant , bully.
I am naughty girl.
My two natures are laughing at me.

Just a second ago I was looking for silence.
But right now I wanna a feast.