Only God really knows
what I am feeling inside.
only God really knows
what there is on my mind.
Today I am gloomy
I have not seen him.
He has not petted my shoulder
He has not given me a kiss.
I am really naughty
I will always be bad
will be crying like a baby
will never behave.
It isn't my dream
to be an adult
to be always responsible
to live , work, live
I want a hot holiday
I wanna passion and lust.
But not be depressed
and have pale eyes.