Here I do not fight for your attention (Understand, it is preshious, your sight)
It is only my creation
I wish I did not know shame, like it
I wish I did not know this hit
I felt so much my blame
Every day without you so sorrowful
I pray to feel a moment without pain
I pray for light of ray in my life
So emty rooms, tears and despair
Falling in love, I lost my life
Leg under the table, red lipstick, heels, dresses
Straight incarnation of all fucking mistresses
How observant they are ?..
For my love, I gained grief, despair and other people's laugh
After all this, no one thought, but how should I live?
I lost my loved one, my friends, my favorite place
From you I am no longer hope for sustenance
I wanted to take a gun
Well, let the Angels crown the one who is happy (Maybe It is not me)
Bell of my terrible hour of loss sounded, it was not by my wish, it was not free...
I remember, I has presented to you my heart, like red rose
And when you thought I could hate you, you were wrong
In a great deal I blame myself
Pain left no room for another
When I experienced the losses, I repented before God
I asked to forgive me for everything
These was the days of my spring...