hope you never receive this letter.
I just wish I’d get rid of this fetter.
when you’re making me try my best
you don't make me feel any better,
only make me feel worse and worse
like the most destructive force.
but, you know, I still value you.
yes, the letter is very blue.
you
are
the hardest test.
I don't feel safe or held
because never before have I felt
any actual pain in my chest.
even if I fasten my seat belt
I’ll die, you know, but I still drive.
you're making me feel alive
because never before have I cried
so much that it hurt my pride.
I
am
a mess.
wouldn’t use this pretentious word
but I actually feel heartsore.
please, at least be there less.
but much better, please, be there more
even if it is gonna be hard and tough.
I have lost the challenge TRY NOT TO LOVE
what is killing you.
yes, the letter is very blue.