Doubts

Ìàðè Íå Ñïèòñÿ
Don’t make me think about
all of my deepest doubts

cause I am the bravest woman
and I am the wisest child,
so I am the worst human.
I am as calm as wild.

Don’t make me laugh, I’m crying.
Don’t make me cry, I’m dying.

Don’t make me think about
cages or getting out

cause I am the bravest bird
and this is my loudest sound.
I won’t ever fall down.
I’m lost and don’t wanna be found.

I’m cursed and forever blessed.
I’m calm but I’m stressed out

so don’t make me think about
all of my deepest doubts.

 

june 2017