How hard I feel at times to say "I'm sorry",
To tell you are the center of my world,
To let you know, it's nothing left to worry,
To tell you things that noone ever told.
To read your mind between the shuts of lashes,
To bath in your all-understanding eyes.
To make your heart the one that never crashes,
To make you feel the happiest of guys.
Replacing every single thing you'd needed
It's hard to be that me you known before.
It's hard as hell to feel you bleeding
And knowing I can't help you anymore.
How hard I'm trying every day, I swear,
To be that little silly smiling girl.
And what the loads heart of mine can bear
To once become for you the only home.
It's all so hard, the prayer is too silent,
The Hope is dead and cannot rise once more.
Whatever is this world so cruel and violent,
I have to make you happier you'd ever been before.