I’ve got bogged down
In illusions and false reality
Madness softly comes to my mind
Split personality
Being broken off between
Love and hopelessness
Poisoning me from within
I falls into distress
Banality of existence
I feel so sick at heart
Demons almost everywhere
Tears my soul apart
There is no way back
I can’t live as before
And there is no way out
I can’t do anymore
Thirty five years of grace
Seems to be enough
Ruins of my life
Will be my cenotaph
The last fading hope
Slowly dies deep in me
Melting in the dark ...
Delirium and agony ...
05.09.2012